17 days in total I was sick, FINALLY I can scream I am fine, and scream I did, sang nearly all morning, heh neighbors must have been annoyed or deeply disturbed by the sudden appearance of the phantom of the opera soundtrack.
So siknce my health picked up I have been knee deep in chocolate, building houses and bears to sell for the holiday season
I've melted down exactly 16punds of chocolate so far, gotta say I'm tired.

Besides that I'm nervous out of my mind: I'm leaving my smoky city soon! on the 4th my 6month internship begins, I have no idea if I'll have web access, dunno if I'll be able to paint or even have a real moment to do my things since probably living in a rented space one never knows what to expect, but its another step closer to finally being done with school.
And about deviations promised: they're done just wanna tweak them up a bit after a got some friendly advice from current currents of movement before I post them.

On a softer note my multiple treatments are going well progress is seen! So I'm happy bout that. In the mean time i found a new distraction (yup another one) GO PLAY D&D online ppl! Good stuff there.
Be well a hug to those I hug a nudge to those I nudge and so on and so on

Today is my seventh day in bed, not in the good sense really. I have been horribly sick for bout a week and well realized much to my surprise most people did not even notice. Close friends in that sweeping statement too, but perhaps what irked me a bit more is that the people that did know did not bother to send anything beyond a text message or a quick call. I have been lonely, gotta admit that, I hate the fact that perhaps i am not a person who others would feel visiting under in any circumstances, and well that particularly stings when your sick.
Not really sure what I caught though, nasty bug is all I can think, has given me everything from high fevers that go on for days to the point where I have hallucinated, horrid cough, massive muscle and headaches to the usual wrenching and unsupported stomach.
I never have been sick in bed so long in my life, today I actually celebrated being able to go our to run some errands, small mistake though since i did feel the cost for it later, but at least today after murderous antibiotics I have less of a fever and a clearer head.
This does seem very much like a bitching journal I realize that, but I am feeling very down and somewhat hurt by the ease in which people close to me accept I'm sick, and discard it as something within my usual routine. And even more sad over people saying they are tired of paying for others mistakes, when I have the nerve to confront them about not being here with me.
Anywhoo Like I stated I am feeling a tad better, wish I could eat more, but hey at least I can finally say I am getting better, I was panicking a bit when I just did not see a change in me, heh... worse part was when I still thought it was a Tuesday and it was Thursday.

Hope my health keeps looking up, and perhaps other things will go well now.